“It’s like you’re screaming, when no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important that without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you and when it’s over and it’s gone you almost wish you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good.”
22
May
11:20am
11
May
9:44pm
17
Feb
9:17am
(via ;go-alltheway)
15
Feb
9:25am
13
Feb
5:28pm
13
Feb
11:30am
13
Feb
10:48am
13
Feb
10:48am

I always wanted to be in the movies. When I was little I thought for sure 1 day, I could be a big big star… Or maybe just beautiful… Beautiful and rich,like the women on TV. Yeah, I had a lot of dreams. And I guess you can call me a real romaniac. Because I truly believe that 1 day… they’ll come true. So I dream about for hours. It was the year while I learnt,I shared thing for people. They said I was dreaming. But back then, I believed that whole heartily. So whenever I was down,I was just escape into my mind. To my own live, where I was someone else. They maybe happily think that all these people… They didn’t know that who I was gonna be. But 1 day they’ll all see. I heard that Marilyn Monroe was discovered in a soda shop. And I thought for sure,it could be like that. So I started going up real young… But I always secretly looking for who is gonna discover me? Was it this guy? Or maybe this one? You never knew. They couldn’t take me all the way like Marilyn. They would somehow believe in me just enough. They would see me for what I could be, they think I was beautiful. Like a diamond in|a rough. They’ll take me away… To my new life. And my new world. Where we think will be different. Yeah, I lived that way for long long time. And my head dreaming like that. It was nice. 1 day it just stopped.

(via ;cultcollegequeen)
11
Feb
8:01pm
(via ;batpumpkin)
08
Feb
5:47pm
(via ;bleu-roses)